reasons unknown.

Okay, maybe, just maybe, there's another part of me, another girl, that lives deep inside of me. And maybe every once in awhile she cuts loose and does things that would blow some peoples minds. But if you ever mention her, or anything she might have done tonight, to another person, I will completely deny knowing anything about her.


So she's just thinking about how much she doesn't want her life to be boring. There is so much she wants to do and so many places she wants to go - but she doesn't really think it's ever gonna happen. She just doesn't wanna be one of those people who work somewhere they hate or live somewhere they don't want to live. But she feels like she's gonna live here forever and not get a chance to see everything she wants to see. She feel like her dreams are to unrealistic.---


...and is she mad at you? That's your main concern after shattering her whole world? Mad for what? Breaking her heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting her put all her trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn't even have the decency to tell her to her face? Or the way you think it's crazy that she's crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. Is she mad at you?... no. More like crushed... did she ever really know you?